alice Age: 22
Hello, I'm a girl of 22 years and I recently (3 months) went to live alone because with my parents was a life untenable. For years between me and my mother was no misunderstanding and anger accumulated indescribable because when I was about 16 years fell in love with a family friend, very rich and as good as my mother practically designed (as if we were in Middle Ages) our wedding as soon as I had finished high school studies.
In the meantime, however, we left because he decided so, I decided that I had live my youth and if it was true love and married we would riincontrati in the future.
course, I took it badly, and my love for him became almost sending them to hate and distrust of the mostly male.
After 4 years I could riinnamorarmi, meeting by chance in a nightclub a boy, who asked me out and I found myself very well so we became engaged almost immediately.
Now I am engaged to this guy (Gianluca) for 2 years, and despite ups and lower than normal as a couple, we're fine, but my parents, my mother sopratuttto does not accept it so that after a thousand quarrels and above one thousand stress addossatomi from them two months ago I decided to go away, it is clear not live with him, but to live alone.
My mother does not accept it because Gianluca is divorced with a daughter and same time he has come the famous family friend with whom I was madly in love a teenager, and asked me to go back to dating, But sin I have not tried to see him in nothing but bitterness in made me sick to be "small ".....
Now I am creating my balance at home alone, both from an organizational to have a home both economically given the many expenses that need to be face.
Psychologically I'm fine and I finally feel at peace and tranquility in week I come to visit her friends in the evening, and weekend stabilized by Gianluca me.
He would always be there, then go to live, but for me it soon and I think now is better I take my time, my space, a little 'peace of .....
So far so good, except that every night I dream my parents ... dream my room when we went to bed my father (what really happens in reality ) dream of seeing my closet or my bed and moved these things bother me tremendously damage in the dream, whereas in reality I do not care cause now can do what they want the old furniture ke room or living room or another ..... also last night I dreamed I was in kitchen and helped my father to cook (what ever in the following reality) and my mother was angry with me and watched me jealously as if I wanted to take away my father ....... cmq every night I dream, or just my mother or both, and every night I dream of returning to my parents' house to go find them and cmq I get angry or feel bad to see that we have changed things aesthetically , objects throughout the house.
This really happened, in the sense that I'm going to really find a approximately once a month, and have really changed some things in house, especially in my room because my dad goes there to sleep now But I do not do anything, that I do not give anything because things are not mine, not my furniture because they are all things, who bought them and that I just used for 22 years. It annoys me if someone moves or changes
something in my house where I live now, but not what they do or not do my parents in their home .... The problem is that doing so does not sleep well, sleep indeed its very badly for nearly two weeks because they dream every night and not know what to do to not dream anymore, or at least being able to sleep peacefully one night, as I inwardly I feel serene and peaceful.